- being at home is the best! i love all the snow and i love my family and i am so grateful to be safe and happy and on break. it's been a great one so far and will only get better.
- tomorrow is the first adventure since the snowstorm. off to the gym (much needed) and to take my mom around on some errands since her car is out o' commission.
- lazed around the house today and watched rom coms and started thank-you notes. do you see why i love winter break? haha.
the closer i get to no more blogging the more confused i feel. really, this has been such an experience for me and it's been a big part of my growth process this year. i just randomly decided to do this thing and a few people have been reading ever since. that has meant a lot to me; the people who have read this, on and off, but especially those who have been faithful readers. before i start waxing too nostalgic, i suppose i should remember that this is not my last blog post, just one of the last. until i start my travel blog, that is. i am honestly quite sad to see 2010 go...it's been a really great year for me, but also a really tough one. but those are not mutually exclusive for me. the hard parts have made the other parts even better and more worth it. it's fun being 20. not a teenager but not 21. not a kid but not an adult. though, at times, i find myself wishing i was a kid again and freaking out that i never will be a kid again. it's a really scary thought if i think about it too much. but it's frustrating sometimes not to be an adult and living a post-school life in the real world. i have always been mature (most of the time) and sometimes it's hard being constrained by a number to a certain standard of behavior. alas, that is why i am comfortable with being 20.
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